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Maia’s Nov 2014 e-Letter

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Maia’s Nov 2014 e-Letter


As this month’s full moon shines down and illuminates the valley that is my home here in Santa Fe, I’m thinking about deep change and transformation.

Over the past month, I’ve been supporting the 24 people who are going through “Fall in Love with Your Work.” One of the things I love about teaching this course is watching the transformations that unfold for participants on their way to create right livelihood.

When I first created the course, I didn’t anticipate the deep levels of change that people would go through – not all of those changes directly related to their work. Some of them ended relationships that no longer served them or their partners. Some started exciting new projects, like a meditation group for their local community. Some dove headlong into creative endeavors that they had been postponing for way too long.

I thought I was simply offering a course that might help people get closer to work they would love. But in the process, I started to get how much our work in the world is an expression of our soul. So of course it makes sense that by deeply connecting with our mission and purpose related to livelihood, we would experience a shift at a soul level as well.

Transformation is not about making superficial changes – it’s about radically altering something at a deep level. What makes transformation possible?

These are what I call the“3 Building Blocks of Transformation”…

Read more here


Upcoming Happenings/Events


Coming in December!
Featuring creations and services from graduates of
​”Fall in Love with Your Work”
photoDec 21: Seattle Liberation Lounge!
If you’re in the Seattle area, I’d love to meet you in person! Join me on Sunday, December 21, for a “Liberation Lounge” afternoon soiree with like-minded and spirited folks. We’ll explore the nature of liberation, celebrate the Solstice, and enjoy some yummy treats. You can RSVP via Facebook or contact me at for more details.


Re-Connection and Renewal
Interested in bringing mindfulness into your workplace? Re-Connection and Renewal (R+R) workshops and retreats are designed to do just that. This past month, along with my friend and colleague Katya Lesher, I offered a one-day R+R retreat for staff of the Cincinnati Children’s Hospital. Get in touch with me to learn more about how you can bring a custom-designed R+R to your group or organization.

June 2015: Retreat at Upaya Zen Center
Katya Lesher and I will be co-leading “Re-Connection and Renewal: A Women’s Weekend of Mindful Nourishment” at Upaya Zen Center, June 26-28, 2015.
Please save the dates — I’d love to have you join us here in beautiful Santa Fe.

If you’d like to sign up for my mailing list to receive these monthly e-letters, c’mon over here.

Maia’s Oct 2014 E-Newsletter

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Moonrise over Santa Fe / photo: Maia Duerr

Moonrise over Santa Fe / photo: Maia Duerr

Finding Your Way Home 

I’m a bit behind in sending this out, but then I realized that the full moon is a perfect way to schedule my newsletter, much better than “the first of the month.”

Time and space are how we move through this world. In this digital age, we’ve gotten so attuned to our devices, whether they are smartphones or laptops or something else. The more digital we get, the less human we are…. that’s my feeling, anyway.

Over the past few months, I’ve been remembering how good it feels to pay attention to the moon. When I lived in the San Francisco Bay Area, I was part of a small sangha (Buddhist community) that took full moon walks along a eucalyptus tree-lined trail in the Oakland hills. We would walk about 20 minutes in silence until we reached a certain overlook. Along the way, someone would ring a bell of mindfulness every so often. Then on the way back we took time to catch up on each other’s lives, renewing friendships and connections that might have been put aside in the busy-ness of the previous month.

In July, I co-led a full moon ceremony at the International Women’s Partnership for Peace and Justice center in northern Thailand. My co-conspirator for that ceremony was Nicole Sangsuree Barrett, an extraordinary young woman who was there for the Buddhist Education for Social Transformation course that I was helping to teach. Sangsuree was a gifted ceremonialist and she designed a beautiful ritual to support all of us to reconnect to the earth and with each other. Just five days later, Sang was killed instantly when she was hit by a car in Chiang Mai.

As you might imagine, her loss was devastating for so many people who loved her. At the same time, there were many gifts that flowed from her death (I wrote more about Sangsuree’s life and death here). For me, it was that reminder of how important ritual is, how deeply we human beings need that chance to find our way back to the ‘home’ that is always there in nature and deep inside each of us.

As you move into this next month, how can you create time and space in your life to re-connect and renew yourself? It might be as simple as turning off all your digital devices for one day of the week and being more present to yourself and those you love. This is so important in this world of ours these days… it’s really an act of healing to be present. I’d love to hear how you do this in your life – drop me a line and let me know.

In freedom,


What’s Been Happening


Here’s what’s been going on my world work the past month:

  • Kicked off the October/November round of “Fall in Love with Your Work,” the e-course that I created three years ago. This time around we have 24 people taking the course from all over the world. I’m looking forward to watching big transformations unfold!
  • I’m helping the Academy for the Love of Learning, a wonderful Santa Fe-based nonprofit, to lay the groundwork for a very exciting project called “The City That Learns.” I’ll be sharing more about that in the near future.
  • On another note, I just returned from a journey through the Southwest. One of the highlights was spending time at Canyon de Chelly, in Chinle, AZ. Joseph Campbell once called this “the most sacred place on earth.” Yes. I want to return and have more time there.


What’s Coming Up…

photo: Katya Lesher

photo: Katya Lesher

Re-Connection and Renewal

Interested in bringing mindfulness into your workplace? Re-Connection and Renewal (R+R) workshops and retreats are designed to do just that. This month, I’m traveling to Ohio to co-lead a one-day retreat for the staff of the Cincinnati Children’s Hospital. Get in touch with me to learn more about how you can bring a custom-designed R+R to your group or organization. 

June 2015: Retreat at Upaya Zen Center

Katya Lesher and I will be co-leading “Re-Connection and Renewal: A Women’s Weekend of Mindful Nourishment” at Upaya Zen Center, June 26-28, 2015. I’d love to have you join us here in beautiful Santa Fe. 


It’s been a quiet month for writing… more coming soon!

Maia’s Sept 2014 E-Newsletter

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Becoming more deeply engaged with the world around you
can accelerate your own path of liberation.
Your life is bigger than the boundaries around your skin.

photo: Katya Lesher

photo: Katya Lesher

New Beginnings

When I was growing up, I loved the start of the school year – new books to read, inspiring teachers to learn from, and reconnecting with friends returning from summertime adventures. I’ve always had a passion for learning and connection.

September has always felt to me like the real beginning of the year – I wonder if that feels true for you too? 

As this September starts, I’m ready to create something new… hence this newsletter!

A little background may be helpful. You’re receiving this email because you’ve signed up for one of my lists: the Liberated Life Project, Five Directions, and/or the Jizo Chronicles. Over the years, I’ve discovered that readers on any one of those sites often have no idea that the others exist. It seems I’ve created different spaces for different parts of myself… but now I can see how connected they all are.

Recently I’ve started to see how all these venues — and my whole body of work — have one thing in common: creating space for learning and transformation. 

In the next few months, my big project is to bring together these online personas into one integrated space, a place dedicated to transformative learning and mindful awareness and to supporting those who share those values. This monthly newsletter is a first step in that direction and makes it easier for me to tell you what else is going on in my ‘world work,’ as a friend calls it.

I know lots of folks are downsizing in the email department. If you need to unsubscribe from this one, I understand. But if you feel that you’d enjoy hearing what I’m up to, staying in the loop about ways to learn along with me, and keeping connected to the other great folks please do stick around! I would love to stay connected – if that feels right to you.

blessings and love,


p.s. the beautiful photo of the spider web, above, was taken by my friend and colleague, Katya Lesher.

Globetrotting with Maia

ouyporn+maiaOver the past few months, here’s what I’ve been doing…

April — co-taught, along with Katya Lesher, the Spirituality and Health Care Institute at the annual conference of Spiritual Directors International, Santa Fe, NM

June — taught mindfulness practices at the Empowering Blind Students in Science and Engineering workshop, Seattle, WA.

July — served on the faculty for the Buddhist Education for Social Transformation course, in northern Thailand (photo at left with Ouyporn Khuankaew, co-founder of the International Women’s Partnership for Peace and Justice)

August — facilitated a planning retreat in New Hampshire for a group of people founding a nonprofit organization.


What’s Coming Up…


Fall in Love with Your Work!

This October, join me for a journey into right livelihood! This is the only time this year I’m offering “Fall in Love with Your Work,” the e-course that’s been life-changing for many people. I’m expanding the course to two months, and there’ll be an extra-special gift for the first 10 people who sign up (registration opens Sept 15). Learn more and get on the “Advance Notice Discount” list on this page.

Re-Connection and Renewal

Interested in bringing mindfulness into your workplace? Re-Connection and Renewal (R+R) workshops and retreats are designed to do just that! Get in touch with me to find out how to bring a custom-designed R+R to your group or organization. (You can just respond to this email, I’ll write ya back!)

Maia to Teach at Upaya Zen Center in 2015

I’m delighted to announce that Katya Lesher and I will be co-leading a retreat at Upaya Zen Center, June 26-28, 2015. Please save the dates — I’d love to have you join us here in beautiful Santa Fe. More details coming soon!


Some of my articles from the past few months…

A Buddhist Blessing for the New Mexico State House of Representatives

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This past week, I was invited to offer the opening prayer at the legislative session of the New Mexico State House of Representatives.

The woman from the Clerk’s Office of the capitol who called me with the invitation explained that the House has been intending to bring in members of diverse religious and spiritual traditions. She found my name because I’ve been attending monthly meetings of a local interfaith leadership group. I’m not entirely sure, but I think I may be the first Buddhist brought in to offer the opening prayer. I was honored.

Some of you have asked me how things went at the Capitol that day (this past Wednesday, February 6).

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The Intersection of Engaged Anthropology and Engaged Buddhism

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Scenes from the Life of the Buddha, Pakistan-Afghanistan, ancient Gandhara. Courtesy of Freer Gallery.

Four Scenes from the Life of the Buddha, Pakistan-Afghanistan, ancient Gandhara. Courtesy of Freer Gallery,

As some of you may know, in addition to all the other hats I wear, I am a bonafide cultural anthropologist. In fact, my beginning years as a dharma practitioner coincided with getting a graduate degree in anthropology at the California Institute of Integral Studies in San Francisco from 1993 – 1996.

This year, I was invited to participate on a panel at the annual meeting of the American Anthropological Association, held last month in San Francisco. The panel was titled, “The Anthropology of Buddhism and the Buddhism of Anthropology: Crossing the Borders Between Religion and Science” which dovetailed nicely with the theme of the entire conference: Borders and Crossings.

I thought some of you might be interested in reading the paper that I presented at the conference, a rather personal reflection on my experiences as both a Buddhist and an anthropologist… and an exploration of what “engagement” might mean. I’d love to hear your comments.

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How to Find Right Livelihood

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Occasionally I like to cross-pollinate here from my other, more stealth Buddhist blog, The Liberated Life Project.

I thought that you — my Jizo peeps — might enjoy knowing that I’m offering an e-course in October through the LLP called “Fall in Love with Your Work.” This is a month-long adventure into the heart of ‘right livelihood’ and how you can make it happen in your life.

If you are considering making a shift in your professional life, starting to work for yourself or starting a business, or if you need to re-align your relationship with your current job so that it feels more meaningful, “Fall in Love with Your Work” may be right up your alley

You can find out more on this page. Registration closes this Saturday, September 29, and the course starts on October 1. I hope that some of you will join me for this!

palms together,


Reflecting on a Year of Occupy

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Day 31 at Occupy Wall Street (photo by David Shankbone)

This week marked the year anniversary of the Occupy Movement (aka “Occupy Wall Street”). I’ve been thinking a lot about what’s transpired this past year –

… from the heady days in September and October when it seemed like this was the vehicle to ride to social transformation…

…through the long, hard winter when some of our fragile alliances began to crumble…

…into spring and summer of this year as the movement grappled with finding new ways to connect and express itself.

To be honest, the first couple of weeks of Occupy, I was pretty skeptical and my skepticism was reinforced when I’d stop by local demonstrations here in my hometown of Santa Fe and found few people who could articulate why they were there other than, “I’m just mad… about everything!”

But the more I followed what was happening, and as I got involved myself, I could see something special was transpiring. I wrote about what I was seeing and feeling in this piece, “This is What Compassion Looks Like,” co-authored along with Roshi Joan Halifax. An excerpt:

Some have criticized or ridiculed Occupy Wall Street because it has not formed a list of clear demands for change. Instead, it has relied on a participatory, emergent process, even inviting the public at large to weigh in on what issues are of most importance.

What is really remarkable about this movement is that somehow it has raised the process of “how” change happens to being more important than the “what” of change.

The people on the streets in New York are in the process of being the change they wish to see, to use Gandhi’s phrase. They have organized to provide health care for each other, to feed each other, to clean up their space together, to deal with difficult situations using creative solutions. They have intentionally refused alignment with any political party in order to keep their message open to the widest audience. They are taking pains to use a collective decision-making process so that the voices of the marginalized are being heard and considered.

At the end of October, I went to Boston to spend a few days with the Occupy community there, and particularly with the nascent Protest Chaplains — about whom I ended up writing a whole thesis as part of my chaplaincy training at Upaya Zen Center.

Then during the winter, things got harder (as things so often seem to do during that season). Here in Santa Fe, I began to spend a little more time at the encampment (but nowhere near as much as some of my comrades, I want to be quick to acknowledge that). We sat around the outside campfire together as the weather got colder, made green chile stew together, and shivered inside the tent as we held GA’s and tried to listen to each other even as disagreements arose.

Sadly, fractures started to appear in the solidarity that had seemed so strong at the start, as many of us quickly discovered that Occupy did not magically remove all the issues and -ism’s that we carried before it all started. Racism, sexism, classism, able-ism, and more reared their ugly heads in spite of our best intentions. Maybe one of the big lessons of Occupy is how much more work we still have to do in this area.

Even so, there have been some shining moments and some glimpses of the “beloved community” (in Rev. Martin Luther King Jr’s words) and the “better world that we know in our hearts is possible” (a phrase from Charles Eisenstein).

One story that especially stood out to me this past year was one you might have missed. In late November, in Atlanta, two drivers who were dispatched by Chase Bank to collect furniture in order to facilitate a foreclosure that would have sent an elderly Black woman out of her home resisted orders. When they got to the woman’s house and saw who she was — a frail 103-year-old woman — they simply refused to carry out their job. As did the county sheriff’s deputies who were sent to enforce the eviction order. (You can see the story here.)

I found this act of resistance incredibly encouraging… ordinary Americans standing up for each other, across lines of gender, race, and age. This may or may not have happened ‘because’ of Occupy, but it surely made the news because the context had been created for this story to be important, for the narrative of corporate exploitation to be heard.

It also seemed that Buddhists found many points of convergence in Occupy, perhaps more than in any other movement or “protest” in recent history. In October last year, I collected a batch of articles written up to that point by dharma practitioners in this post.

I don’t have a whole lot of big analysis to offer here, and I have no idea where this movement will go next. But for all its faults… Occupy is really no other than us. We are human, we have flaws, we have much to learn and practice with. The movement — in whatever state it is in now and will evolve into — is simply a reflection of that.

I want to end with these words from my friend (and awesome graphic designer) Anoki Casey, who has been very involved in Occupy in his hometown of San Diego, and does a wonderful job of setting Occupy in a dharma context:

The thing that is beautiful about the Occupy Movement from a Dharmic standpoint is that this is an example of instinctive compassionate action incarnate in the human being… these people are divorcing themselves from their bodies, their projected delusions, their self-centered dreams, and their ingrained need to appease their neighbors’ status quo to fight for those who can’t or wont… who they may never, ever meet.

They are beaten down by weeks and months of hard work, new community building, dismantling archaic beliefs, unresponded efforts, and police baton just so that others can benefit from what the world really has to offer: Freedom to Be. Right here, right now… not lost in the fear of the someone else’s future or the dread from an unlearned from past.

Without even knowing the names Thich Nhat Hanh, Maha Ghosananda, Thich Quan Duc, Avalokiteshvara they are taking charge of leading the charge to remove the barriers between race, affluence, education, and creed to lay waste to a deception “that life is bad, life is evil, life is hopeless”.

As every blossoming Buddhist enters their first temple to find out what more life has to offer under the thin wraps than the dreary despair we’re fed, these activists—these hearts—are taking responsibility for the realization that “Life is Unsatisfactory” and working toward releasing the bonds of desperate craving to look the other way… sometime working to wrest that concept from the corporate hands that hold it the hardest and harshest, and realizing this nightmare can be “let go” for a better life for all.

Working together as a community toward focusing on their goal of equality and hope (Right View); letting go of the lie and committing to that struggle for all (Right Intention) changing the nation’s language and their own language to build new bonds and new bridges (Right Speech); creating a fresh way to work with others to discover new avenues toward the future (Right Action); leaving and condemning “me-first” methods of work that hurt and fester destruction between people (Right Livelihood); constantly, daily doing what is needed to open up their fellow people’s minds toward this better world (Right Effort); and taking the time to reflect and learn from their actions and efforts with others in committees, meetings, GAs, and themselves (Right Mindfulness) in order to keep their eyes somewhat passionately but positively on the prize that a “Better World is Possible” (Right Concentration).

Occupy drives home the Buddha’s lessons that Greed, Anger, and Delusion are the poisons that keep degenerating this world… and that innately, we each have the possibility to save every being from this repetitious, Samsaric cycle. It may not fit snuggly in a quiet Zennie temple, but as the Buddha’s gift to us is intoned through Osho’s words “My doctrine is not a doctrine but just a vision. I have not given you any set rules, I have not given you a system.” the fluidity, the vivacity, the creativity, and the possibility of his lessons shine through to me every time I hear “Occupy!” echoing down a street.


I’d love to hear your thoughts on Occupy and dharma as we move into Year 2. Please share in the comments below.


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